Well i headed to school this time on the phone with darling. awww we were chatting chatting till i got to class and realise Dingliang was fast a sleep, boo why do everyone sleep when they come to school so turn offf lol.. Well yeah i chatted till darling's yeye came to pick her up for school.. lol then we had to part from contact for a moment, then back again through smses... hmmmm cant imagine my mum will be back tomorrow and I am going to have a hard time, not being able to message u darling. well i will try my best alright..
I am waiting for the day I am granted freedom and independance, something i have always wanted when i was young and gullible. Maybe now is the time because i ahve changed throughout the years. The many things in my house reminds me of what you and i did dear.. i miss u so much..
well back to school, i went for breakfast and had ceral with Milk yeah thats about it. gotten back my english grades not satisfactory AT ALL 22.5/50.. so frustrating..A math i scored 63/100, E math 64/100 and chem 64/100... well with regrets i received the results. I know deep down this is not what I am capable of, but heck everyone is so happy, some shed the tears of joy while others the tears of failure... For me its just reflecting on my decisions, but without hesitation I know dear u will be there for me i know.. Dont worry okay I will tune up my knowledge and polish up on everything and by the end of prelim 3 I will do everyone proud. I will achieve the best and what I am capable of... Well No As yet but I wish at least I get 1 A if not its so disappointing..
Baby I know you are comforting me, I know my grades are not good enough, I must strive, I will not let my grandma down and you down. The words of comfort are appreciated and I know I can do better than this, and I WILLL ENSURE PERFECTION... I misd you so much..
well after school ended I headed down to BEDOK NORTH AVENUE 4 to meet baby and fetch ShiHui to E hub at Pasir Ris... We went to Japanese Village for lunch lol buffet style lol.. thereafter, a walk by the beach and it was the long walk to whitesandss.. we managed 15 mins around Whitesands shopping mall then headed to the busstop.. Darling sat bus with me yay, till we reached my house.. Then the horrifying truth came, My grandma gave me 14 missed calls OMGNESSS, i called her back and she said my stepdad is at my home my god.. Joey rushed me all the way home lol.... I looked into her eyes and I saw how much she actuall cares for me.. I feel so loved... I love u baby... Now its like 11:15 and I am going off soon..
guess I will end here
Sweet dreams everyone especially u baby nights!
After all the stops and starts,
We keep coming back to these two hearts,
Two angels whove been rescued from the fall.
After all that weve been through,
It all comes down to me and you.
I guess its meant to be,
Forever you and me, after all.
Average Kid